An honest post, all whimsical banter aside.

There are times when I feel immobile—like I don’t know where to place my next footstep. Even though I am, more or less, an adult, there are moments when I seem to regress to those crappy adolescent moments. I guarantee that I am not the only one. Yet, recognizing that this younger-mentality has no place in my life now makes those regressive moments more pronounced.

All the same, here I am. Battling the moment when my indecision about the future plagues me like a bout of teenage angst and self-consciousness. Pshaaaa…. whatever, and all that. Damn, I seriously thought I left all this baggage and fantasy further back down the road. Well, fuck it (**yes, I believe that this situation calls for a bit of vulgarity…. just like it did when I was 16yrs old and the queen of moody**).

Leave that path and jump with me to the ground that lies ahead. No path, no directional markers, no road map. Just a faint inclination to lunge forward. Without a hint of regret, strive to leave the weight of fear and grab hold of the faint hope that things will work themselves out as I go along. Wooosh, woosh. Hold on tight folks, it is going to be a bumpy ride.

                                       Whhhhaaa, it is tricky to see the way through…

Luckily, I have a vivid imagination to keep the hope coming. And, of course, a track in mind. Apropos, indeed. This song is one of my all time favorites. Put on your dancing shoes, folks—intoxicating beats coming your way. Wuuuaa, wuuuu, aaaah! Just Be [DJ Tiesto]